Painted Weak (5/14/2008)
I wonder what you think when you’re reading all these lines
When you’re hanging on the vibe of this analyzing mind
When my pride is on the line and it’s right before your eyes
Do you understand that I don’t exaggerate or lie?
That it’s really simply fine for me to show my emotions
Exposing them all in [...]
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There’s two sides to this that have begged for attention
One has maturity and one no disgression
Their suggestions are based on emotions and lessons
And pure blinding hatred that comes with this tension
At the mention of fighting, I’m left in suspension
As they argue their points for this head’s best direction
A chance for perfection or a test of [...]
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In this time as I transition and step off the precipice
It can be hard to stay so level and never question this
Have I invented this as way to handle problems
Or can it be much more after I have gone and solved them?
Cause I was on the bottom and was drowning in the apathy
Alcohol and scars [...]
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I’m creatively exhausted, but too proud to force it
I just wish I had control of the flow from this faucet
I know I haven’t lost it, but where’s the cohesion?
The strings to connect it, the rhymes and the reasons
But I really don’t need them if I go with this mindset
A little bit of this and that, [...]
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Facing This (4/16/2008)
Is there a way to approach this so we can say that we have closed this?
In case you haven’t noticed, I feel afraid to even broach this
I hate to feel this hopeless and helpless with loss of focus
And I pray these simple words will perform their hocus pocus
Cause I wonder if you know [...]
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Scared of Hope (4/10/2008)
It’s really been a bit since I’ve put logic in this nonsense
With mind control to prop this, no emotions there to block this
Just talking while I’m conscious and completely in control of it
Not letting my frustration completely get a hold of it
But really, there’s the whole of it that tends to mix [...]
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Me and Girlfriend (4/3/2008)
We broke a few rules because we love to bend them
Our intentions were pure so one day we will mend them
But the words that we send them are the truest and earnest
We can leave them here speechless, we’ll be leaving them wordless
Cause I’m needing these verses like I’ve needed this purpose
My girlfriend [...]
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Unwanted Guest (4/1/2008)
Why is it you won’t let me just enjoy this heart’s compassion?
Instead you retaliate by resurrecting what has happened
Cause every single action that you make me over analyze
Is a creation of frustration and I hate the way you fantasize
Looking through these damning eyes, expecting hurt and bleeding
Filling me with anguish when it’s peace [...]
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The Ways (3/27/2008)
I sit alone in this room and I wish that you were here
I would hold you so close and wipe away our fears
We would never shed a tear that wasn’t out of joy
If you could be here, the girl that makes this boy
Cause your face replaced the void that I could never fill
The [...]
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Twelve and Twelve (3/22/2008)
[christopher]
I’m laying by your side and I couldn’t be much better
Everything has come together and I hope it lasts forever
Cause every tie’s been severed to the past that I once held
You picked me up a thousand times every time I fell
And everything’s gone well and everything’s so perfect
The struggle that we went [...]
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