Questions From Inside (Why?) [2/12/2006]
I choke on the air as it burns up my lungs
The panic attack, let me swallow this gun
And end it all here, let me die out in color
One for them all and no love for another
Why…
Why…
Why won’t you leave me and go away?
Why can’t you see me and choke on this [...]
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Acquittal (1/20/2006)
Everybody’s telling lies with their phoney alibis
Their tears are falseified and they’re used as their disguise
Tinted windows on their eyes concealing what they hide
In the chambers of their mind where everybody’s blind
They’re all hoping we won’t find anything that’s classified
Flowing with the tide to keep the ocean on their side
And they’re showing us no [...]
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Fever (12/29/2005)
My mind screams, defines me, I can’t escape these ways
You’ll find me still trying though I can’t break this pain
You tempt me to give in and simply accept rage
Don’t tease me, just leave me, before I break this cage
I feel, I feel, I feel
Like I am losing my mind
I feel, I feel, I feel
Like [...]
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Control This (12/21/2005)
This direction has led me so far from perfection
I’m venting out all my aggression
It’s how I operate and I tolerate
Cause depression left me with mental impressions
I need someone to see my lesson
Of the constant hate I can’t tolerate
So please teach me and set me free
Show me everything that I need…
Expose the ways to [...]
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Deaf Exasperation (12/5/2005)
I’m staring out a window screaming
Can anybody out there hear me?
I’m freeing my demons
Please just listen…
And I’m on your rooftop crying
To the world from which I’m hiding
Do you see me? Can you hear this?
No one listens, be alone now
I thought I was done with crying
Was everybody out here lying?
I hate this, embrace this
You [...]
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Hypocrites on Earth (11/13/2005)
You agonize over the way we pray
Sympathize with no one, no fucking way
But we are all one of God’s children
So at least we think you say
Let’s pull the curtain and reveal the truth
We are all created the same way
Save no one ’til you recognize their faith
Before we go so, god damn, we [...]
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On Our Own (10/26/2005)
I’m not as bad as you all may think
I’m not as wrong as I always seem
This is my only chance to hide
Behind the words of another fight
But, surely, even then
You can see how I treat my friends
Giving all that I have in me
Judgement comes as a tragedy
And yet I’ll be…
And yet I’ll [...]
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Interlude of Nothing (10/18/2005)
I’ve never had to scream
But can you hear me NOW!
Now!
Now!
My whispers echo and float around in my head
The things I’ve always thought, the things I’ve never said
So much of this damn hate that I have never bled
And now I meet with fate and watch where I am led
Did somebody look for me
When [...]
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Today (9/17/2005)
[verse 1]
Torn apart behind these eyes
I’ve lost it all and want to die
But you’re so god damn blind to me
You choose to fly, I choose to bleed
[pre-chorus]
I don’t wanna take it
I don’t wanna make it
I will never face it
Can’t forget, erase it
I don’t wanna take it
I don’t wanna make it
I can never face it
Please [...]
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Exhale (9/13/2005)
I can’t begin to see all the things in front of me
Lost inside confusion and I’m too afraid to move
Do people pity me? Looking condescendingly
Staring at the victim of a path he didn’t choose
I need to scream and exhale all of my shadows
Venting everything that I have locked up deep inside
And need to breathe, [...]
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