December 24, 2009 - 1:48 pm
Tags: poems, writing
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It revs and it revs and it never gets started
The flow never kicks, but I can’t disregard it
When I’m feeling best, this always gets hardest
I feel like a fluke and a floundering artist
Am I just a dude who will always be starless
With nothing to show for and nothing to start it
I look for ignition but [...]
December 23, 2009 - 2:03 pm
Tags: journal, work
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I bitch and moan and get really stressed out way too often, yet I like the job that I have. There’s just something about it and the immediate satisfaction that I get from wiring up a display that is so hard to find in many other paths in life. Even during the holidays, when I [...]
December 22, 2009 - 1:30 pm
Tags: gifts, holiday, journal, stress, technology
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Electronics are becoming the main type of gift to give someone for Christmas. It makes sense as some of the most wanted items out there are the latest gadgets ranging from GPS units to digital cameras and netbooks to televisions. Each one of us probably craves a gadget or gizmo or two. Unfortunately, not everyone [...]
December 18, 2009 - 1:37 pm
Tags: design, site
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I took the lazy route this time around. I made absolutely no code changes to the theme you see before you. I don’t have to, though. This is an extremely powerful Wordpress theme that will allow me to make a TON of changes, over time, without ever having to touch any actual code. It’s extremely [...]
December 16, 2009 - 1:53 pm
Tags: friends, journal, technology, video games
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A lot of people like video games just as much as I do, but sometimes I feel like we all get a bad rap for it. I can’t speak for anyone else, but the biggest thing for me is the competitive spirit behind games, especially with online play being in the picture.
When I was [...]
December 14, 2009 - 9:31 pm
Tags: journal, tired, work
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It’s almost 8:30pm and I’m going to bed in a half hour. No, I’m not 80 years old.
It bothers me every year since I’ve been in merch (my department at work). During the Christmas season, I have to be at work by 5am with some days requiring me to be in even earlier, with [...]
November 19, 2009 - 9:01 pm
Tags: holidays, journal, stress, work
Posted in journal | 2 comments
I know I haven’t been posting much. Considering some people are wondering if I (and the site) am alive, I thought it would be a good idea to check in fast. Of course this means getting off my lazy ass and typing out thoughts, but I do this work for you.
Work has been really [...]
October 6, 2009 - 6:08 pm
Tags: journal, motivation, work
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I’ve been feeling a bit unmotivated, lately, and I haven’t been able to figure out why. I spent a lot of time pondering it today and I finally figured it out: I have no short term goals.
Leading up to the middle of July, my entire goal was to move up at work and get to [...]
October 1, 2009 - 7:51 pm
Tags: angry, poems, regret, remorse, sad, writing
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Allow me to brush the dust away from this pen
These words are important, so I play and pretend
The way that I mended and stayed til the end
Now the skill is a blur and it’s faded again
Is it fate that it ends? Or am I being stupid?
Is rhyming out thoughts simply silly and useless
I used to [...]
September 19, 2009 - 7:19 pm
Tags: health, journal, stress
Posted in journal | 4 comments
This is a sensitive subject, but I decided that putting it out there may help me cope a little better.
Recently, I realized my hair is thinning on the crown (back, top) and it’s really starting to stress me out. To be honest, I’ve already reacted and started using Rogaine, with the intent of stopping the [...]
May 7, 2009 - 5:00 pm
We’ll miss you!
May 7, 2009 - 5:16 pm
This suck your going to be missed
May 7, 2009 - 9:28 pm
Thanks, Jess.
May 7, 2009 - 9:46 pm
It’s been such a long time, or it feels like a long time, since we used to butt heads. You will be missed.
May 8, 2009 - 4:12 am
Take care man, you will be missed!
May 8, 2009 - 7:16 am
keep up the good fight
May 8, 2009 - 11:32 am
I don’t know what the good fight is, so I will fight everyone over everything until I find it.
May 8, 2009 - 12:28 pm
That’s the spirit!
Don’t be a stranger! Hopefully I’ll still see you around on the forums. Best of luck to you