When did I learn to bite on my tongue?
I wish to go back and then leave it undone
I would run to the teacher and stop him for one
And for second I then might just block out the sun
So I can knock out the one who taught me this silence
The person who taught me this patience [...]
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I’m red hot, baby. No, literally, I’m sun burned to hell and I’m going nuts.
To be honest, I needed to post something here and I’m feeling entirely uncreative, so you’re stuck with a journal entry about my weekend. I had a good weekend, though, so I’m sure you won’t mind (right?).
Friday, I finally [...]
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They actually debuted the video on Youtube since it stars a bunch of people from some of the more popular videos over the past two, or so, years. Even the Numa, Numa guy is in it. I enjoyed the video, for sure. What do you boys and girls think?
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From the Reservoir (5/19/2008)
I’ve grown sick of the nonsense and non stop barrages
I’ve painted the targets but I try to stay harnessed
And under control with my hands on the dials
As I face all these tests and these nerve bending trials
But control’s not my style, in the past I would lose it
I would flip every lid [...]
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Cooling Nutrition (5/19/2008)
The walls are creeping in and there’s no one around me
The nightmares began in the moment they found me
Held me down, bound me, and broke down the mind
Not letting me go while there’s hope down inside
And I know that the light could chase them forever
But the darkness is here and we lay here [...]
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This is going to be a good year for music. If you like the kind of music that I like, you have quite a bit to look forward to. It’s a much needed reprieve from the slightly lacking year we had in 2007 (wasn’t as bad as it could have been). What’s coming out this [...]
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Painted Weak (5/14/2008)
I wonder what you think when you’re reading all these lines
When you’re hanging on the vibe of this analyzing mind
When my pride is on the line and it’s right before your eyes
Do you understand that I don’t exaggerate or lie?
That it’s really simply fine for me to show my emotions
Exposing them all in [...]
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There’s two sides to this that have begged for attention
One has maturity and one no disgression
Their suggestions are based on emotions and lessons
And pure blinding hatred that comes with this tension
At the mention of fighting, I’m left in suspension
As they argue their points for this head’s best direction
A chance for perfection or a test of [...]
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Well, it seems as though my anti-spam plugin is a little aggressive at times. A few legitimate comments were caught in the nets and I only now discovered them. Poor Murkey (a frequent visitor) had three of his set for deletion.
If you post a comment and don’t see it on the site, get in [...]
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In this time as I transition and step off the precipice
It can be hard to stay so level and never question this
Have I invented this as way to handle problems
Or can it be much more after I have gone and solved them?
Cause I was on the bottom and was drowning in the apathy
Alcohol and scars [...]
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