Archive for March, 2008

The Ways (3/27/2008)

I sit alone in this room and I wish that you were here
I would hold you so close and wipe away our fears
We would never shed a tear that wasn’t out of joy
If you could be here, the girl that makes this boy
Cause your face replaced the void that I could never fill
The pain spilled on my soul and I could not find the pill
I’d hide behind this skill as a mask of my security
To conceal the imperfections, the flaws and my impurity
With every line assuring me that I would never find you
The girl I didn’t know, but the one I’d hope to climb to
The perfect single woman to erase my incompleteness
And it’s scary to admit it, but I love you and I need this
Cause you’ve sorted all these pieces with love as spirit’s reason
You put me on the road again, you’ve balanced the uneven
You’re the source of all my strength, but that smile is my weakness
The way it melts my heart, God, I never want to leave this
And I want the world to see this, to stop and pay attention
To the way we fit together and ascend into perfection
The way we take direction from these hearts held in connection
And the way that we’re both better cause we’re sharing every lesson

It’s the way you make feel that makes it hard to write this
Cause the feeling’s so amazing and it’s so hard to describe it
I want to make this perfect and make every word astounding
To explain it all to you, the way my heart is pounding
It’s the way my heart is shouting in every single beat of it
Your beauty and your smile and your love are what completed it
Excuse me if I cheat a bit when I fall into cliches
But every one seems fitting because of you these days
As I fall into these ways of happiness and gleefulness
Rising from the ashes of a past full of deceitfulness
And as you stop to read through this, I hope that it will hit you
That I really truly love you and I always want to be with you

Hett Avenue (4/15/2008)

On the corner of Hett is where I gaze into her eyes
Escaping from the time, she makes me feel alive
She takes me by surprise with every single smile
I hate to say goodbye, I just want to change the dial
Cause I want to stay a while, if a while is forever
We’re facing every trial, we’re facing them together
It’s the way that she got me and the way she let me get her
When she’s standing by my side, she makes me feel much better
But some people just won’t let up or give us both a chance
I understand your reasons, but just let me hold her hand
I know that I can stand it, but I’d love to go without it
The worries that you share and the fact that you still doubt it
But the facts have all resounded, just look at us together
Charging through the weather and making ourselves better
The years are an obstacle, but they won’t be so forever
Cause all I have is love for her to exhibit in this letter
And simply put: I get her cause I care and have compassion
You can see it in the love we share and view it in my actions
You can see it when I hold her and see the pure attraction
Take notice of the smiles and this spiritual reaction
Bear witness to the tears I shed and notice what will happen
The moment that we separate, I’ll wither in retraction
She invigorates this passion when I hold her to my chest
I fell in love with her, love’s home is now on Hett

New Ignition (3/10/2008)

The bottles are still full and that’s how they will remain
The scars have all healed up, gone are doubt and all the pain
The resounding of the hate has now turned into a whisper
It’s all so very easy when I’m hers and when I’m with her
So, observe inside this picture of rhymes and words and letters
I will never be near perfect, but she’s making me much better
It simply that I get her like she always tends to get me
A connection of this strength, so I beg for you to test me
Cause she is just the best thing that has happened in a long time
I could lose my fucking flow, but I would never say the wrong line
It’s like every single syllable and every single verse
Tends to be a little better since the day I turned to her’s
And since then I’ve come to learn a new reason for this passion
Gone is all the darkness, I’m forgetting what has happened
The love behind her actions and the sparkle in her smile
Are the spark behind the engine and I hope it lasts a while
And I know it’s not my style to be so fucking care free
But this is what I’ve wanted, this love is what I’m sharing
The nothing that I carried and that weighed upon my shoulders
Has finally been lifted by that moment when I told her
And I know that when I hold her, it seems everything is perfect
The struggle to explain it, I will always deem it worth it
She’s my calm inside this circus and the more when I have less
The love inside my heart beat and the warmth inside my chest

Notes: I used to love anger and how it could really be so powerful and uplifting. I never knew there was something better, but she showed me the truth.