Stuck In Idle (2/8/2008)
It’s kind of hard to think straight after reading your message
You would think through experience the pain would be lessened
But I’m always left guessing, with these thoughts in my mind
If it will ever be worth it or should I kill what’s inside
Cause this pride that I have is not immune to these [...]
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A Letter To…Maria (2/7/2008)
I’ve been putting this off so I could try to escape it
I hate it and, honestly, I would love to erase it
The pages I wasted while I sat in complacence
I was so dedicated, but your lips were so tasteless
And I couldn’t face this, the truth and the basis
That you came to me [...]
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Perpetrated Canvas (2/6/2008)
[verse 1]
Isolated paintings that reside inside this canvas
Thinner fumes can not erase the anything that’s happened
These brush strokes are the perpetrated acts of lonely arrogance
Fibers of the being that are colored in by passion
[pre-chorus]
So gaze on me
Just gaze on me…
[verse 2]
Stare upon the tears in flesh that shred and show the stitches
The visions [...]
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My first credit card under my name was a Capital One card and, besides one Discover card that’s under my parents names and only to be used in emergencies, I’ve never felt compelled to carry any other cards. The thing is, I was never exactly a fan of Capital One, especially after they changed my [...]
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Apathetic Gluttons (2/3/2008)
Fuck you, all you greedy pigs and everything you take from me
This weight is so unbearable, it has me chained to slavery
You have your fucking way with me and extricate the answer
You assimilate it easily, yet you can not fake a pander
And so, for the sake of slander, but with concern for time
I’ll [...]
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My Therapy (2/2/2008)
I feel it in my veins, but I love how it itches
As it inches through me and tears apart these stitches
It’s blurring every vision with a red tinted mission
It’s the fucking prologue to the twenty third edition
While those boys go fishing for their power and their anger
I have a million versions in my [...]
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Hard to Breathe (2/1/2008)
There’s just too much of this shit trapped inside my mind
And I need to let it go so I can try to be alright
So let it cause a fight and let everybody leave me
Cause this weight upon this chest just makes it hard for breathing
It’s deceiving how these people always need to [...]
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