Cold “Stupid Girl” Video

This was one of those bands that I didn’t appreciate when I first discovered them, but now I do. Of course, they’re not longer together because they never really caught on as well as they should of.
Anyway, my question to you guys and girls, after watching the video: If you were in the video, whose [...]

Supposed To Do

Supposed To Do (1/11/2008)
I just don’t know what I’m supposed to do
Should I back away or stay close to you?
Do you need to breathe a bit without me?
Do you need to see you don’t have to doubt me?
Cause I just don’t know what move to make
And I can not help if you don’t explain
My head [...]

Short, Simple and Confused

Short, Simple and Confused (1/11/2008)
The air is cold, but we’re both right here
And I’m not alone when I hold you near
I’ll hold our pain til I drown in fear
For just one day without those tears
But nothing’s clear and nothing’s easy
When your words just stop and leave me
What is wrong and what’s the feeling?
What’s been done [...]

When I Hear It

When I Hear It (1/10/2007)
I put up with a lot and I gladly carry the burden
Though it’s burning my nerves, making me feel so uncertain
So, please close the curtain and let me deal with my hurting
Cause I’m a flawed individual, with disaster I’m flirting
It doesn’t matter, I’m swerving, while my stomach is churning
My inside’s in [...]

Bricks Will Scatter

Bricks Will Scatter (1/8/2008)
It’s really not a secret that I carry all my issues
Dealing with the chaos while whispering ‘I miss you’s
Attachment can be burdensome if you aren’t ready
Cause it calls you to be strong and elegant and steady
And the weight can feel so heavy when it’s packed upon your shoulders
But with compassion in your [...]

Not Hard To Forget

Not Hard To Forget (1/7/2008)
The more that I think, the more that it eats me
The way, that all day, you thought you could treat me
I’m trying my best and I’m trying in earnest
To make you forget, to make you feel hurtless
Is that even a word? Fuck, this one can slide
I’ve got too many thoughts to [...]

My Source

My Source (1/6/2008)
I have so much to say but no place to say it
Some take offense and some just can’t take it
Some of it’s nice and some’s laced with hatred
But, most of it’s love spread on these pages
And I’m practicing patience, I’m biting my tongue off
While asking just what I have possibly done wrong
I listen [...]

Jealousy and Weakness

Jealousy and Weakness (1/5/2008)
This pressure on my chest can be so hard to bear now
Sometimes I just wish I would no longer care now
Never long for your smile and never dream of your kiss
Not once thinking of all the good times I miss
Cause with the good comes the bad, it tends to envelope me
I get [...]

In These Pages

In These Pages (1/4/2008)
There’s just something about taking the pen to the page
Or the hand to the keyboard, in this modern day age
Thinking what I should say before I go on and spill it
Then I’ll fill it all up, I’ll either bomb it or kill it
I can feel it, either way, the pull that grabs [...]

Dancing With Calamity

Dancing With Calamity (1/1/2008)
Maybe I’m delirious or perhaps I like to swear a lot
I’m always going crazy and then tearing out my hair a lot
I wonder if I care or not. Is this fucking worth it?
I’m loosing bits of cool as I star inside the circus
What’s the purpose of the torment? What’s the cause to [...]