World Could Hate Me (1/30/2008)
I’m feeling so tired as thoughts wear my mind out
Screams kept inside where nobody can find out
Admissions of weakness, the weight keeps on building
Words never spoken until they have killed me
Cause life has just filled me with so many riddles
I hold so much pain, but I show just a little
I’m caught [...]
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Without An Anthem (1/28/2008)
It’s not very often I succumb to the rage, kids
I tend to be mature when I come to these pages
But it’s so outrageous, this feeling is contagious
I need to do this right, fuck maturity and patience
You’re words are fucking weightless, they only seek attention
Little kids without a skill and not much of [...]
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When You’re Ready (1/27/2008)
I know that I am strong, but sometimes I need a rest
A place to lay my head and a warmth inside my chest
I’ve given, more or less, from every fiber of my being
I’ve held on to the words, but they don’t match what I’m seeing
Your lips move in ways that I simply [...]
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Sharing These Lessons (1/24/2008)
These are my words to you, but for the world to read
An explanation of things that should be heard and seen
I’m typing nervously, I kind of have to admit it
But I will keep typing until I’m happy and finished
It’s a tragedy, listen, and there’s also heroics
A tale of this dreamer in the [...]
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Base Over Attic (1/23/2008)
I try to take a break so I can write from the mind
But you consume every thought in every moment of time
These thoughts are potently mine and I’m hoping I’m fine
I just tend to ramble on about what’s flowing inside
Though, I know it’s alright because I feel so alive
These doubts and confusion [...]
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Exposed and Vacant (1/22/2008)
My head is a maze to get lost in for days
I over think the world too often for sane
I’d walk in the rain if it would burn through the haze
The itch in my nerves has now turned to a craze
But I learned from the rage, through turning the page
That this is the [...]
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Yesterday Told Me (1/18/2008)
My footprints are cast in this melted concrete
Warmed by the anger that’s simply got me
You can’t stop me tonight, it’s me and my hatred
Venom in veins that are too sick to take this
Comatose, faithless, and a little impatient
I work to the bone, but it seems like I waste it
The rage, I can [...]
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If you bother to read my poems, you’ll notice there’s a love interest in my life. To be honest, it was really something unexpected and the situation is, as always, very complicated, but I’m trying my best to make it work out. I’m not always sure how she feels, though I know my feelings are [...]
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Battered Again (1/14/2008)
The fire turns to apathy before the flame ignites again
It’s taking every ounce of strength to stifle every fight, my friend
I know I wasn’t right again, but is this fucking worth it?
I feel the rage inside again, I fucking hate the purpose
Cause I’m certain that I’ve tried my best, I swear it with [...]
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Morning Call (1/13/2008)
She tries to sleep beneath a thousand wicked dreams
Memories are at her door and no one hears her scream
She wonders what it means and if it’s what it seems
She prays it goes away, but does she hate what she has seen?
Cause she’s cracking at the seams, please just go away
She begs the world [...]
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