Two To Share (12/23/2007)

So, I’m sick of feeling this depressed
Let’s alleviate this from my chest
Take a gulp and gasp for breath
Now jump right in and go for death
Cause the best way is to never care
Throw one to the world, got two to share
I’ll force my way right through the glare
Until I see you standing there
Then take a second, I’ll take you in
And think about just where you’ve been
And where I’ve gone and what’s within
Then close my eyes and let’s begin
Cause I’m sick of thinking, tired of crying
I’m worn within and scared of fighting
The old me worked, the new one’s dying
If only now, it’s what I’m fine with
I’ll settle for it in this second
A breath of strength will leave me strengthened
These days are long, you leave them lengthened
But I don’t mind you when you beckon
And so I reckon, wait, what was that?
A damn old word and I take it back
I simply love it when you call me
And through this stress, you leave me falling
Into you and through this world
All reason’s lost as this unfurls
One lone guy spins as he twirls
With blackened nails up to the world

Notes: Another fast paced one. I actually wrote it quickly, too. This is just me temporarily leaving behind everything that’s been bugging me and saying “fuck it” to the world in an empowering, rebellious way. It’s simple, but so is the feeling.