Anesthesia (9/11/2007)
I’ve written lots of chaos in the heat of the minutes
Impatiently racing to the scene of the finish
My self esteem diminished, no unity in this business
I keep falling to pieces when nobody sits to listen
This gift I’ve been given’s been a crutch I love to live with
Sometimes I think I broke it, but I [...]
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An Attempt at Faith (9/10/2007)
It’s like every other minute arises one more issue
One minute I hate the world, the next is when I miss you
I never write to diss you, I don’t think it would hit you
But even if it would, you’re the stress I want to sit through
Through everything we’ve been through, I patiently [...]
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Optimism in Failure (9/10/2007)
I’m standing to the side outside of my own mind
Looking inside, pressing my face right to my eyes
I try to find just what I hide there deep behind
These nerve endings are knotted up so fucking tight
But I’m not looking for a fight, I’ve come here in peace
Let the bullshit cease, let’s talk [...]
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The Most Unclear Feelings (9/8/2007)
I really try my hardest, but it’s difficult to say this
I wonder if you’ll read this. Heck, I wonder if you’ll hate this
But if you go and take this, please know I’m being honest
The jokes are on the side, this is me, I swear and promise
Cause I know I’ve breached the [...]
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Space Trip (9/6/2007)
C’mon, let’s take a trip, let us go upon this journey
Stop moving, I can’t tie you if you’re squirming
Man, my stomach is churning, why do I feel nervous?
This stress is a pain, girl, it’s really not worth it
But it’s better to learn with a master of masters
I’m not really that good, but I’ll [...]
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This has probably been one of the worst weekends in a long time for me
Things started Friday at work. I was asked to hook up 16 open item TV’s. Simple enough, right? Well, when you have one weak cable feed and one DVD player, it can be a bit of a chore. On top of [...]
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Imperfect Romance (9/2/2007)
I had no sleep last night and I’m so exhausted
A stray dream it would seem is all I wanted
I almost lost it over a dumb presumption
That’s really just the safe word for assumption
I made an ass out of you and, well, mostly me
I inferred these things from my own history
It makes me sick [...]
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Tell Me (9/1/2007)
People say I’m too angry, that I need to chill
That my mind is ill and I should go breathe a lil
But my freezer’s filled, tip me, it spills
And out comes the cold that can beat your pill
Cause I need this still, it keeps me from breaking
When I’m bout to snap and my knees [...]
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I’m tired of beating around the bush and not saying it directly, so let me just speak.
At work, I met a great girl named Lisa. She’s probably one of the nicest people I’ve met in a long time and as soon as I saw her smile, I was done lol. The problem, though, was with [...]
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