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This has probably been one of the worst weekends in a long time for me

Things started Friday at work. I was asked to hook up 16 open item TV’s. Simple enough, right? Well, when you have one weak cable feed and one DVD player, it can be a bit of a chore. On top of that, I also had to balance the load to avoid tripping two breakers. After three hours of work, I finally had everything up and running and decided to take my break. Now, mind you, my break is only 45 minutes long. I punch back in and notice that everything was off and half of the TV’s were unplugged. The manager that asked me to do it apparently felt he had to do something, I guess, and just undid everything I had done. What a great feeling. I wound up refusing to hook it all back up because I wanted to leave on time and go to the feast with Maria. That feast would wind up fucking me this weekend.

I’m going into the gory, dramatic details, but I wound up not going to the feast at all, this weekend, had a “misunderstanding” with Lisa and, this morning, had a huge blowout with Maria over the phone because, well, I can only tolerate so much crap. I’m tired of her continually dropping plans we make to do whatever the hell else she wants to do and never even bothering to tell me. I bring it up this morning and, while I may have been on the attack a bit more than I should have, she acted like a god damn 12 year old. Instead of understanding why I’m pissed, I get crap like “you woke up on the wrong side of the bed” and all. I wound up hanging up cause I can’t stand someone who doesn’t even bother trying to either defend themselves or understand my position. I’ll probably call tomorrow to see how it goes. Why? Because the old me wouldn’t have and I have to face things.

I’m sure some of you are looking for updates on my love life. I keep striking out with “her”. I’ll keep trying, though. There’s just something about her that seems to make every single failure worth it. I’m sweet, ain’t I? lol

Oh, and on a side note, because of the way things worked out Saturday night and because I had an energy drink named NOS, I never got to sleep so I was up for 40 hours straight from Saturday morning until Sunday night. Great.

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