Swimming to Clarity (9/30/2007)
I’m calm on the exterior, but outside I’m a liar
An exhibition of collectiveness, my mind is lit on fire
Stress levels lift me higher til I’m pressed against the ceiling
Til this thing I can’t explain is exactly what I’m feeling
Reeling from the pressure, I can feel it building in me
I’m try to breathe [...]
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That’s the question I’m asking you guys and girls, since I’m still not decided. Let me explain:
Why do I want to get rid of it? Well, to be honest, it’s the first place people go when they want to cause problems which means I have to monitor it actively. That alone can be a pain [...]
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I’m not a big fan of even talking about people getting me gifts since I don’t feel comfortable receiving them, but since I’m a pain in the ass to shop for, I thought I’d continue what I started last year and compile a list of a few items people can consider. Unfortunately, one of the [...]
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I’m hoping you can’t tell a difference. If you can’t, then I didn’t screw up.
I have just finished updating to Wordpress 2.3. Honestly, with all of the changes in the category code, I was a bit concerned that I wouldn’t be able to update. However, I found a new plugin to use for the left [...]
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By hits, I mean website visits. Not bong hits or baseball hits or fist to face hits. Though that last option could be related.
Work. It’s an evil we must all deal with. My hours have been waining as of late, so I’ve been taking every opportunity to pick up a few here and there. While [...]
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Toxic Vessels (9/22/2007)
Kids pull up to the show with the button to explode
Remote controlled balls, but their brain is fucking slow
They’re trained to duck and go while they’re straining for a flow
Throwing down these curses cause their brains just wouldn’t grow
But it pains me to the soul, it’s not even worth admission
This edition of the [...]
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Disappointed Addict (9/19/2007)
I take a deep breath as I search for patience
Complications arise and I need this hesitation
A simple meditation as I try to face this
It’s hard to stay this way, help me, I hate this
So many faces spin webs of words I always put my faith in
Yet nothing ever happens, another night I stay [...]
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Your Problem (9/14/2007)
You and me were so young, the outcome was predictable
There was nothing about us that was ever invincible
I’m not here to finish you or throw you to the way side
But your behavior of late, to be simple, just ain’t right
I’m just not the same guy, far from it, in honesty
The changes are subtle [...]
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Controlled Chaos (9/14/2007)
I used to act on emotion, just find a flow that I’d go with
If I felt, I showed it. If I thought it, I told it
I didn’t try to control it, don’t fucking try to console it
Like a wave in the ocean, it was a rush when I rode it
And when I wrote [...]
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From Dark to Light (9/12/2007)
The tools of my trade have changed through use and the days
I used to wade in a pool that was used to stew the pain
It would always prove insane, but I would use it anyway
The soothing decay of a fool consumed by hate
Cause soon I’d move away from the gloom into [...]
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