Radio Clown (8/20/2007)
It’s a love poem to my mind’s lack of silence
This heart that beats is dedicated to violence
Go ahead and file this under “fucking crazy”
Am I really that insane? Well, he must be, maybe
Please, trust me baby, I got it under control
I’ll slide to the left and find the scroll
Watch the words spill right [...]
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Acoustic Lights (8/29/2007)
I’m addicted and hooked on this thing called music
You might just listen, but I like to use it
The soothing grooves with which I zone too
Are the sounds of life to which I’ve grown too
It’s like I’ve known you for all my life
When the words are sung and done just right
I want to scream, [...]
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Overcomplicated Weakness (8/18/2007)
I have a million talking heads pointed at my ears
Addressing their conversation towards insanity and fears
While there’s no misguided jeers, there’s a lot of fucking pressure
To do well and be free and just listen to their lectures
They measure me, I’m measured, now here comes the lesson
I thought that if I listened, the stress [...]
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Joe and I will be making our last stop in this year’s part of the stadium tour. Right after work, tomorrow, we’ll be heading straight to Washington D.C. to see the Mets play the Nationals in RFK Stadium. As usual, I’ll be posting live image updates to my Flickr so you can follow along if [...]
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Turning Point (8/16/2007)
Who would have figured I’d be making this U-turn?
Unzip the lips and forget that the truth burns
Letting the proof churn had made me neurotic
I got it, I’ll try to pace it and watch it
But there’s a problem, people tend to be sensitive
They ask me to stay calm and beg me to censor it
I [...]
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Ok, I just had a very important conversation with Maria (yeah, I know, been a while since that name came up) and I’ve decided that I need to make some changes and you people need to help me out. My problem is that i bottle up my thoughts and feelings and don’t let people have [...]
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Talking to Myself (8/14/2007)
Look at you standing there, weak and pathetic
You see what you want but believe you won’t get it
At least you have said it and just can admit it
Go sit your ass down and forget it and quit it
Cause nothing can fix it, no one can make you
It’s every damn thought that you [...]
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Broken Valves (8/14/2007)
It’s hard to sit back and deal with my emotions
I’d rather stay wrapped and sit here and hold them
But when the walls crumble, I end up so frozen
And drown beneath the weight of this invisible ocean
The centrifugal motion pins me to the floor now
I can’t mutter a word, I can’t get anymore out
I [...]
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Everything I Found (8/12/07)
I tend to be the bearer of my negativity
But pretty imagery has come up to me and hit me
I think it’s pretty nifty, ok, I’m just kidding
I wouldn’t talk like that, but I feel a thing within me
It’s come up to me to spin me and send me head over heels
I like [...]
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It’s been a while since I’ve checked in around here.
Over the past couple of years, since my last relationship, I’ve had a few girls I’ve liked here and there. It’s natural, but I was never able to get anything to work out for me. It got to a point where I seriously questioned myself as [...]
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