Xpression.v2

It’s been a while since I’ve checked in around here.

Over the past couple of years, since my last relationship, I’ve had a few girls I’ve liked here and there. It’s natural, but I was never able to get anything to work out for me. It got to a point where I seriously questioned myself as a person. It’s been a big dent in my pride, you know? Well, things are turning around.

Recently, at work, I started talking to this girl who’s been there for a while. It started off as small talk, mild jokes when on break and all that. I didn’t put too much thought into it because, well, my track record hasn’t exactly been a fuel for optimism. Things have progressed, though. We’re getting close and I like it. Now, without sounding like a complete loser, she’s just one of those girls that really makes a guy sound stupid because he never knows what to say as his mind is racing. Granted, my mind races a lot, but she just makes things all topsy turvy and I love the feeling. I actually really want this to work out. I still need to grow some balls and make things move a little quicker, I think, but I’m trying here. This is just one of those things I’d really regret if I screwed up.

That’s all I have to say, really. I just wanted to post something happy for a change. For the first time, in a long time, my train of thought makes me smile. It’s an addictive feeling. Slowly, but sure, I’m picking up the pieces. Wish me luck. This means more to me than anything has in a while.

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