Here Again (8/31/2007)
You told me this shouldn’t be the only way I say things
I need to open up and stop caring bout what they think
You were going to listen ever since our great discussion
But why am I now sitting here pissed off and disgusted?
I’ve waited for two hours, but you never called, no nothing
You flaked [...]
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Recast Me (8/30/2007)
Insurmountable demons that flow through the blood stream
Trust me, these acid bastards don’t love me
They thrust me into the wall and they fuck me
Corrosive in nature, always thirsting and lusting
Now I’m busting out and tearing through my own seams
The screams, it seems, can penetrate my dreams
Left to fiend for the thing that eats [...]
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http://www.myspace.com/bangbang023
I set it as my profile song on MySpace, so you can hear it there. The album comes out on October 23rd, my birthday, so it looks like I’m getting myself a gift that day, lol
As for the song, I love it. It’s everything I would say to the person I was before that all [...]
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Searching Through The Light (8/27/2007)
Another morning greets me with these bags beneath my eyes
My feet hit the ungrateful floor, the light penetrates my mind
I let out a dreary sigh and convince myself to do this
To drag myself into the world and pray the day will soothe this
But damn I feel so stupid, I put myself [...]
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I don’t write poetry. Poetry, by definition, should be “the art of rhythmical composition, written or spoken, for exciting pleasure by beautiful, imaginative, or elevated thoughts”. The latter part of that definition is where I deviate from the course. My work isn’t beautiful, is too real to be imaginative and definitely doesn’t deliver any kind [...]
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Rambling On About You (8/26/2007)
I’m going to take a moment to put the jokes on the side
I’m sitting here thinking with these tears in my eyes
My pride’s on the side and I’m out of my mind
Let me speak from my heart, whether for wrong or for right
Cause I hide my whole life behind this lone [...]
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Melanie posted this on MySpace. Mr. lova lova…
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Sign before crossing the Delaware Memorial Bridge. I guess people like to jump off of it.
I finally got the pictures from Washington posted to my Flickr. Why the delay? The trip, each way, was such a fucking pain in the ass that I wasn’t looking forward to reliving it, lol.
You can view the [...]
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Carbonated (8/25/2007)
I don’t really have a fucking point to be made
But I want to speak and dump a nut from the brain
Man, nothing has changed and yet I’m still so delirious
I’m taking a step back and leaving the serious
Cause from my own experience, the whole world’s so much better
When I’m out of my mind and [...]
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Like This (8/20/2007)
You told me to be positive and not sit and shout like this
Try to find the bright side and never let it out like this
I shouldn’t ever doubt like this, I shouldn’t be negative
Be a fucking optimist, stop looking for the messages
But every where I get with this, no place I want to [...]
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