Xpression.v2

Insanity’s Love (3/25/2007)

I try to find other ways to drain my veins
To expose all my pain and let it wash away
I drop to my knees, in my heart I pray
When I wake the next morning you’ll be gone away
But it’s hard to say what my heart would say
To see you turn from me and then walk away
I only know that I’m crazy, long gone insane
I don’t want to take it, but it’s hard to change
Cause it’s in your ways and the way that you smile
I get hooked on the feeling, if only for a while
But I feel like a child, no class or style
Just a few lame jokes and an awkward smile
And now I drown in this ocean of things I don’t know
This longing feeling that makes me talk slow
I can lose my rhythm and forget the flow
But the thought of you brings it back to go
Cause in this bastard’s soul, there is a blackened hole
In the absence of hate, it reacts and grows
And I can’t let it take me, I can’t let it be so
I need to forget you, let the past me go
Cause every day that I feel this, is a day that I hate
Every thought of you and every smile on your face
I’d hurt for the chance to get a single taste
Yet I’m dying in the thoughts that I wish to erase
But the wish to escape is a shout on deaf ears
And this weight that I carry is the one that I fear
Where I can’t see the bottom, I can’t think it clear
I just crash into you and then I disappear

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