This title stumped me
I tried so hard to come up with a title. As they say, honesty is the best policy.
My birthday sucked and that was the reason for that horribly depressing entry last week. For those of you that don’t know, I’ve been fighting some serious bouts of vertigo. I’ve taken some measures to help fight them off and so far I’ve done pretty well. I’m trying to eat an apple a day and have cut out the calcium supplements for now. I’m also thinking of getting a stationary bike so I can get more exercise despite the increasingly cold weather. Also, when i feel a little wobbly, I take a Dramamine. Anyway, I was completely wiped out from all the stress of the situation and just collapsed after work on Monday. The whole thing sort of ruined the day and I was just in a bitchy mood. I must say, though, I owe barneyt quite a bit of thanks. It turns out that he’s a registered nurse and he’s given some ideas about how to handle everything. He also suggested the Dramamine, which has turned out to be a life saver. Thanks man.
Work has been different lately. They are in the process of redoing the entire department so they can install the HEET Plus, a.k.a. the Magnolia without any of the benefits such as a pay raise, and there has been little on display to actually sell. I wouldn’t mind this except one manager had the balls to come up to me and tell me we had to make budget for the day. How can I sell something we don’t have on display or in the store? I wish I could be that delusional. My first delusion? “I don’t work at Best Buy”.
Maria, oh Maria. After she backed out of plans a week and a half ago, plans she made with me (not vice versa), I decided to go silent. I’ve ignored her IM’s and phone calls (though accidentally opened the phone one time and wound up hanging up on her). I like her. I still do really like her, but I can only take so much. I’m no ladies man. I’m not all that good looking. I can have some charm, but I’m usually too busy being an asshole. All that makes it kind of hard to find a girl to be serious with, so should I be throwing this away? I don’t want to, but was there anything to lose anyway? I guess not. Maybe?
Finally, I just want to thank everyone who’s commented on the site recently. Guys like kreuger, murkey, and joe really make it a bit more purposeful. I have Joe’s myspace listed in my blogroll, but would love to add other sites if you comment here often enough. I know kreuger has a site, but I lost the damn link again. Send it on over man and I’ll link it up. Thanks guys and girls.
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You’re welcome old man, you’re welcome
FF 2.0 was a little off, so I tried 3.0a1 and it’s actually more stable. That’s how I’ve been drawn into the emotion charged world of bangbang023.
If only the Yankees could’ve found the pitching Fountain Of Youth. Or maybe they DID, but it was the Tigers’ fountain.
Thanks guys. As for the Tiger’s pitching, I’d prefer having guys who can at least lob the ball to first and third base lol.
Man after talking about that depressing entry in the first line I thought this one was going to be filled with a bit more cheer. Stupid bastard. Reading the crap about Maria only made me think about and feel lost regarding my own personal female situation. THANKS!!!!! lol
Relax everyone, he knows I’m just messing with him. Well not about it getting me bummed, because it acutally did, but about being angry at him for it lol.
I can relate somewhat to the thing about a girl. This girl said she’d come to this party and drink with me. So she shows up, and then makes me all jealous by smoking with these other guys. I almost get in a fight with them, but they won’t fight me so I leave my house still drunk and walk around town. I don’t remember what time i left or how far i walked but I remember coming back and the sun was rising and people were leaving for work. I drank from 10 pm - 8 am (not nonstop but still), then i was hungover all day saturday and puking. I realized I could have been arrested/got alcohol poisoning. I’m not trying to say don’t still care or anything, but I know how much it sucks to care about someone and have them not seem to show it. If you ever need to talk I have aim/myspace/on neowin, if not I understand. Just take care
Firstly, glad you’re taking care of things in a good way (the stress and vertigo and that). Secondly, not to sound gay or like I’m coming on to you but I don’t think you’re an unattractive guy or from what I can tell an asshole. Don’t be so hard on yourself man especially since most girls are turned off by low self esteem. Just try to cope with it for now. Try not to think to much about Maria for a bit, tell her you need space and time to think. I don’t think you should be with her just because you haven’t found someone else. If it’s not going to make you happy, it isn’t worth it. Take it easy man and if you wanna talk about it, let me know. I enjoy giving advice to friends and that so don’t feel just because I’m younger, I can’t help:P