She’s So Spinal
She’s So Spinal (7/13/2006)
I’m so sick of this bullshit, you’ve been driving me crazy
One day you walk beside me and the next day you hate me
And the way that you take me and spin me and play me
Leaves me feeling so lost while my prayer asks to save me
But I’m done with the maybes, it’s been way too much time now
I need you to tell me or at least let me find out
I’ve burned every line out, I thought this rhyme through
For months right on end, I gave my good times to you
I was right there for you, every time I was needed
Never asked for a thank you, never watched as you pleaded
My pride was conceded, my mind feels depleted
And somewhere inside, I know that I feel defeated
Cause it’s like I was cheated and robbed of my chances
The things I gave up, this is so underhanded
You’re fucking my life up but you say that you care
You’re a knife in my spine and a needle to spare
I don’t need this despair, I don’t want all this drama
I throw up my fists cause I still haven’t got her
But maybe it’s honor, or the presence there lacking
That keeps me all twisted while I’m tripping, back tracking
But the sickness I’m packing, the feelings’ collided
The anger and caution that have never subsided
I get so excited while I sip on your poison
‘Til I’m numb to the thoughts when I hide and avoid them
But you find and exploit them and make me feel dirty
The dream of a life for a man that’s unworthy
A spinal injection of a brain washing fluid
Inside it’s rejected, a guy who can’t do it
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As always, a great poem. You have a great style of some verses rhyming and others not, yet it still flows smoothly and feels natural. No matter what you write about, you always hit on an emotional tone which makes your poems a lot better, imo.
Good job.
Well, thank you very much SadJoker. I’m not sure what else to say lol. I’m not good with compliments.
well you put your all into that lol one of my favories =)
Again I must say I can relate to this. Good job my friend.