Xpression.v2

Yeah, no poems yet, so you’re stuck.

I’ve actually come across a tough problem when it comes to my rhyming. My bets material has been coming to me when I can’t get a chance to write it down and flesh it out. I’ve had some amazing excerpts come to me while walking to work, at work, coming home from work, going out for food, etc. The problem is that my memory sucks and I forget the whole thing ten minutes later. I’m going to keep trying, so bare with me.

I actually have hours at work again this week. That’s good from the financial aspect, but otherwise, I’m already bummed out about it. The problem is, I don’t really work with people who care. You know what I mean? Customers have commented me time and time again about how I really seem passionate about home theater equipment. Unfortunately, none of my co-workers really share this interest. Not only do they not share the passion, they also seemingly refuse to learn much about anything. No, don’t get me wrong, there are two guys, off the top of my head, that actually do try, but you can tell it’s still not their thing. However, everyone else is so uncaring and nonchalant. I even try helping out by pointing out mistakes and, even the most major mistakes, get shrugged off. I’m tired of being the only one to know anything and I’m tired of apologizing to every customer who winds up getting the wrong wires or something that results in them getting screwed over a bit.

I really want to go to merch. I just need a break from everything. I don’t think it’s going to happen, though. I can feel it. It would make me happy and that just never happens at Best Buy. Mean, fuck, the last time I was happy there was when I was working with Toni and that happiness has nothing to do with the job, lol.

I don’t really mean to keep bitching, but I’ve just been in a rotten mood. With Maria falling off the face of the earth and various other people just annoying me with their stupidity, I have to either bitch or punch something. For my safety, being a skinny guy and all, I choose the former most of the time.

By the way, I never got to post about it, but we did release the podcast last week. You can download it from Neowin and listen whenever you want. We’re still working on refining it and making it as good as possible and any criticism, as long as it’s constructive, is very much appreciated. We’ll be recording our next show tomorrow night, so get through last week’s one quickly.

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