Xpression.v2

You Don’t Know (3/11/2006)

I tried my fucking best to be politically correct
But now it’s time for me to be deliberatley direct
And free this from chest all this shit I need to vent
In a torrent of frustration that’s been spinning in my head
From everything that’s said to every god damn whisper
Every word that tears at me and shreds me like a splinter
Clutters me with litter and this useless aggravation
Just go ahead and say it, you only see an abberation
And there is no admiration, you hope nobody’s like me
You pray that both your daughters never step right there beside me
Cause the more you fucking try me, the more you get resistance
I’ll fail right to the grave just to keep with my persistance
And I hate how you don’t listen, nobody ever hears me
I always have to scream even though you’re right there near me
Get off the wheel, don’t steer me, don’t break me down or cheer me
Just leave me to my lonely so that I can see more clearly

I’m just growing so damn tired of these people and their judgements
I tried to measure up but certain people feel disgusted
Nobody can be trusted, not even my own parents
The words always get back to me even though it’s not apparent
So listen, I’ll declare it, I’ll say this all again
I’m going my own way and I’ll see it to the end
And if I fail, I’ll mend, I’ll get right back on my feet
I’ll be battling these demons regardless of defeat
So next time you start to speak, remember, I demand it
I’m the puzzle you can’t solve, you will never understand it
Don’t analyze my actions, don’t think you know my mind
Nobody knows the person that I keep locked up inside

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