Xpression.v2

Division (2/18/2006)

I think it’s time I said this and we had a little talk now
The confusion was a wall but now I’ve seen it fall down
I need to get it all out and lift this from my shoulders
There’s plenty there to bear and this needs to find some closure
Cause way back in October when you chose to leave me hanging
My back against the wall on which my head was banging
I chose to take my life in and examine the whole picture
Looking over every inch of the book of my soul’s scripture
And I saw the very fixtures, the friends that stuck beside me
The few people never fading and always there to guide me
Honest, never lying, and never leaving me there stranded
And when I saw this all, I could clearly understand it
That this wasn’t how I planned it, but it’s how it chose to happen
I was now outside the hole that I once felt I was trapped in
And it reinvoked the passion and gave me hope to mend this
I was back upon my feet with a glow inside each sentence
And I know to cherish friendship and this girl I’ve had my eye on
But that girl’s no longer you because you never kept your light on
When I stumbled through the darkness, you were simply never there
Yet, Joseph and Diana and Maria always cared

This isn’t meant to hurt you, please don’t think it’s my intention
It’s been killing me to say this, but I can’t hold my disgression
You’ve made your own confession and now it’s time that I did
Maria is the girl that’s the reason that I write this
Cause I can’t sit here and fight this, she’s the someone I desire
The dream that I have worked for and the step to bring me higher
And even through the trials and the difficult obstructions
These feelings never waivered, never fell to interuption
But slowly we’ve constructed something you and I just couldn’t
Well, something that I tried for, but something that you wouldn’t
Now every thought says “shouldn’t” but I know I have to right this
I’m sorry, but I mean it, or else I wouldn’t write this
So let’s settle in this silence, let life just fucking guide us
Two people never matched well, their minds just couldn’t find this
Wandering through vibrance, rarely sharing the same vision
Blinded by the light that would lead them to division

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