Anyone who knows me, even a little bit, knows that I tend to have a perverse sense of humor and love jokes that many would view as offensive. I thought I would share this clip with you since I enjoy it so much. Let me set it up for you:
In this episode of Family, Loretta [...]
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The Schizo Dancer (2/26/2006)
I can’t help but ride the wave of these psychopathic voices
Steering me away from everybody’s fucking choices
The loneliness rejoices the more that I get cloistered
I tango with the sounds, in my head, all the noises
Cause I can’t seem to avoid this, I can’t fucking escape it
Go ahead and try to rape it, [...]
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Inkless Explanation (2/23/2006)
It’s so funny how this bullshit always seems to go full circle
In one scene I’m being hurt then the next I leave her hurtful
In a sick sense of reversal, I’m still feeling this confusion
It’s like nothing that I do will ever equal retribution
And even restitution, the payback as you call it
Is simply not [...]
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This week, at work, I only had 12.5 hours. Next week, I have a total of 5.5 hours. Yes, 5 and a half hours for the entire damn week. I’m not the only one having my hours cut, either. Antonio has 1 hour and someone else (I can’t remember who) has 3.25 hours. Apparently, Best [...]
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Lost Inside (2/22/2006)
I sit and try to focus and gather my reflections
I try to find a topic that can hold my own attention
But thoughts race in directions that appear to be conflicting
Until they meet confusion, the traffic they’re inflicting
So I still continue sifting through every god damn subject
Until I get frustrated and ask if it’s [...]
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Electrical (2/18/2006)
If we could capture this flow and mix it with explosions
Twisting the notions into elixirs and potions
Burning emotions, riding flames through the motions
Feeding the rage along the roads that we’ve chosen
Then we could walk right on the stage and cause some commotion
And they’d believe what we say because of our own devotion
This damn simple [...]
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It is with great sadness that I come to you today with some tragic news. Adelphi University, a school I don’t attend and haven’t stolen base pads from, has lost one of it’s own this past week. Cheddar de poisson was a kindred spirit. A goldfish by birth, he knew no bounds and proudly stood [...]
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Division (2/18/2006)
I think it’s time I said this and we had a little talk now
The confusion was a wall but now I’ve seen it fall down
I need to get it all out and lift this from my shoulders
There’s plenty there to bear and this needs to find some closure
Cause way back in October when you [...]
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So, I want to write, yet I don’t have a flow. I guess that means you people are going to be stuck reading a journal entry.
Let’s get all the usual stuff out of the way, first. Yesterday, I became extremely ill. In a 4 hour time period, starting at 1:30am, I vomitted 10 times. [...]
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Questions From Inside (Why?) [2/12/2006]
I choke on the air as it burns up my lungs
The panic attack, let me swallow this gun
And end it all here, let me die out in color
One for them all and no love for another
Why…
Why…
Why won’t you leave me and go away?
Why can’t you see me and choke on this [...]
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