CCD Prayer 2006 (1/31/2006)
Lord Jesus, I come to you in spite of procrastination
I don’t know what to say, I’m surrounded by aggravation
It’s no exaggeration that I’ve been hurt by accusations
From the voices down inside me, it’s not my imagination
But am I such an aberration that I’m bound to my own failings
Everybody’s moving on and I [...]
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Empty Boredom (1/31/2006)
Please tell me who to be and force me to believe
Tell me everything that you’ve expected out of me
Knock me off my feet and leave me feeling shameful
I can’t stand the inner peace of when I’m feeling stable
When nothing’s flowing right and nothing can consume me
I need an enemy to befriend me and [...]
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Recently, I’ve heard a lot of people mention how poetry writing and such is something only “emo” people do. It’s really stuck in my head and I started wondering if I was also emo. Looking back at my old pieces, maybe I was, to some degree. To be fair, though, it was real depression and [...]
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Just a quick Happy 23rd Birthday to my best friend Joe. I would have something more to say, but I just woke up.
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Porcelain (1/26/2006)
Now I’m stuck inside confusion with no hope for my delusion
I had let you in my life but now I see it’s been intrusion
Mentally polluted with these doubts of imperfection
I walked in your direction, an attempt to find correction
But now that my obsession has slowly gone to faded
I’m thinking fucking straight and I don’t [...]
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Sniping (1/23/2006)
I use these words from a nerve and they’re stolen like a bandit
Though I gotta slow it down so you can simply understand it
Why should I fucking stand it when this isn’t how I planned it
A step to the back cause your shit’s been underhanded
But now my ship has landed and it’s time for [...]
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What’s up my loyal bitches? I’ve bene putting off writing this journal entry all weekend long, so I figure it was best to get it in with an hour left in the weekend lol.
Things have been a little chaotic lately in the sense that my brain is completely scattered. Work, basketball, CCD, Neowin, The [...]
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Acquittal (1/20/2006)
Everybody’s telling lies with their phoney alibis
Their tears are falseified and they’re used as their disguise
Tinted windows on their eyes concealing what they hide
In the chambers of their mind where everybody’s blind
They’re all hoping we won’t find anything that’s classified
Flowing with the tide to keep the ocean on their side
And they’re showing us no [...]
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Your Fiction (1/19/2006)
I can’t help but look at you staring up at the sky high
It’s pathetic to listen as you scream and you cry why
You pray for attention as you write that you might die
Go ahead, crack your head, I don’t need you in my life
Cause I’m tired of your lies and your refusal of [...]
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In Spite of It (1/17/2006)
There’s so much pressure on my shoulders to come up with the best shit
Making up a better rhyme while solving all of your questions
To have a message that is both moving and honest
The minute that I slack off, I’m abused and admonished
But, there’s a promise that I made when I was [...]
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