Loveless Doubts (12/31/2005)
Staring down at the streets from the train high above them
Glancing at the people and I wonder who loves them
Or do they feel alone the same way that I do now
If they don’t, then I gues that I’ve founded a new crowd
And I’ll drown in this new doubt that I’ll be dying so [...]
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Mental Suffocation (12/31/2005)
I tried my best to sit here and write something fucking spiteful
And full of stupid insults to hide the pain in my soul
But I think I’ve grown beyond that and some say that it’s much better
I gave you everything I had so we could maybe be together
Yet, now I sit here fed up [...]
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Well, I said I would replace “Listen to This…” with something more dynamic, so here it is. On the right side, there is a new content box titled “Recent Tracks”. This updates every 15 minutes and shows the titles of the last 5 tracks I’ve listened to during my current listening session. I’ve set it [...]
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It seems as though I’m not going to be getting the break, post Christmas, like I was expecting.
Customer wise, work is finally starting to slow down. Thank God. We still have rushes here and there, but nothing like it was for the past 3 weeks. This is going to be good for everyone. It gives [...]
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Fever (12/29/2005)
My mind screams, defines me, I can’t escape these ways
You’ll find me still trying though I can’t break this pain
You tempt me to give in and simply accept rage
Don’t tease me, just leave me, before I break this cage
I feel, I feel, I feel
Like I am losing my mind
I feel, I feel, I feel
Like [...]
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I have three Windows Live Messenger BETA invites left. Want one? Here’s what you have to do:
Go here and register for my site if you haven’t already
Send me an email at bangbang023 [at] hotmail [dot] com with your account name here and the passport account you use to log in to MSN Messenger now.
That’s it. [...]
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Well, Wordpress continues to impress me. I just updated to the shiney new 2.0 and NOTHING broke. It took 5 minutes to update and everything works perfectly, still. Now, that is simply amazing. I’m not sure you’ll be seeing any changes on your end, but the backend stuff and the admin panel have been completely [...]
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The Unnatural Leader (12/25/2005)
I sit under the weight of all the expectations
The goals I never reached and the times filled with frustration
The lonely saturation of these shoes that never fit
Everyone expects more when I truely want to quit
And it starts to make me sick as I deal with aggravation
I’m worn from always failing and causing [...]
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I’m doing this my way…….
Merry Christmas to all. To all you “Happy Holiday” people, kiss my dick! This is the fucking Christmas season and I’m sure as hell not changing just so your panties don’t get all twisted into a knot. No disrespect to those of other faiths, just don’t butt in on Christmas.
Seriously, [...]
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Control This (12/21/2005)
This direction has led me so far from perfection
I’m venting out all my aggression
It’s how I operate and I tolerate
Cause depression left me with mental impressions
I need someone to see my lesson
Of the constant hate I can’t tolerate
So please teach me and set me free
Show me everything that I need…
Expose the ways to [...]
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