Hypocrites on Earth (11/13/2005)
You agonize over the way we pray
Sympathize with no one, no fucking way
But we are all one of God’s children
So at least we think you say
Let’s pull the curtain and reveal the truth
We are all created the same way
Save no one ’til you recognize their faith
Before we go so, god damn, we [...]
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This somehow got deleted, so I’m reposting it
Stage Fright (11/13/2005)
[Chris]
This life isn’t forever, but it’s so hard to keep together
All ties are severed as we collide inside the weather
Within the clouds of all our anger and doubt
You hear a whisper even though I’m screaming so loud
As we try to get out and break out of [...]
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So, it’s been a while since I’ve last posted a journal. With my dying PC, I guess I was pre-occupied.
Well, the failing HDD finally gave out on me the other day. Luckily, I had enough sense to partition my working backup drive so I could easily install Windows to it temporarily without losing all my [...]
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I may have a collaboration piece coming in a day or two with another not far behind it. I’ve been working with a young person, helping her find her style and such and I wish to present her to everyone, finally. I guess she’s kind of like a protege and such. I’ve sent her my [...]
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Artificial Distance (11/8/2005)
A few years ago when I started to write this persona
I put up the walls and signed on the lines, I’m the owner
But now that I’ve grown up and I can see the whole error
The way I’m set to be alone is from now ’til forever
And I cry to sever and break apart [...]
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Page Turning (11/8/2005)
I always sit here and preach about all the pain that I feel
Every day I go on and try to make it seem real
All the layers I peel to expose my true essence
Are part of a shell used to conceal my confessions
And they become my obsessions as I sit here and write this
I [...]
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It’s been a little quite on the NexPad and NexNote fronts lately and I just wish to keep everyone updated. Once I get my new system up and running, I’m going to work quickly to get a new release of each out. I’m going to start with NexPad for the simple fact that it doesn’t [...]
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Final Rejections (11/5/2005)
It’s so hard to keep strong and hold my conviction
When my eyes behold such a darkened depiction
I can’t change my vision as I head towards collision
To a life of destruction with no chance of revision
So, hand me the scissors and I’ll cut out my veins
And pour out the weight that still drives me [...]
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Smurfed Up (11/3/2005)
Every single rhyme that I write only brings me more experience
The way this shit is so easy is what always seems eeriest
Are you out there and hearing this? Well, enough with conjecture
I’ve been eating up words so please hold on with the lecture
“Chris have you gone crazy? That just shouldn’t be said!”
When your [...]
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You know what makes me feel good? When someone on Neowin, who breaks the rules and calls someone else an idiot, dedicates a whole blog post to calling me childish names. Morgan, baby, I love you too. Big smooches and hugs ok?
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