The Unhappy Naysayers (10/20/2005)
I sit here and fight it and all day I write shit
Ejected from veins, but now you don’t like it
For once I don’t sign it with tears from my eyelids
And suddenly your voice is filled with the silence
Well, fuck expectations with no reservation
I’ll write what I feel for my own preservation
My own [...]
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Shambles of Ramble (10/20/2005)
No, I have no interest in walking a mile or inches
I can not be woken even after twenty pinches
Still, damn it itches, my rhyming hand still twitches
I try to write a picture but everything just misses
Cause I’m writing ditches from which I can’t escape
It’s hard to operate when you can never think [...]
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Interlude of Nothing (10/18/2005)
I’ve never had to scream
But can you hear me NOW!
Now!
Now!
My whispers echo and float around in my head
The things I’ve always thought, the things I’ve never said
So much of this damn hate that I have never bled
And now I meet with fate and watch where I am led
Did somebody look for me
When [...]
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The Beginning (10/15/2005)
It’s funny how this started, a boy became an artist
Writing out the rhymes with the pain inside my targets
It was art from guys like Vargas that made the journey hardest
Comparing words to pictures, I drove myself retarded
But, so I disregard it and look back upon the moment
The first time I took a pencil [...]
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I tried going to work today, except I got soaked on the way there by the wind swept rains and had to turn around and come back home. Now’s the perfect time to just get out what’s been on my mind lately.
My writing is suffering and stagnant, my mind is all fogged up, and [...]
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Ok boys and girls, just to give everyone a heads up, you should give Microsoft Update a quick run as they released patches for a decent amount of security vulnerabilities and all. Here’s a brief overview of the fixes as posted on Neowin.net:
MS05-044: Moderate: Vulnerability in the Windows FTP Client Could Allow File Transfer Location [...]
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Lost in a Stare (10/9/2005)
Looking back on the things that both of us said
I get lost in the circles that float in my head
I never really knew you until you had left
I just sat in the glow of the lies that you fed
But now I do my best to stand on my feet
And even though [...]
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I don’t have any one single thought on my head, but the site needs some kind of update, so I’ll just get through as much as I can.
Things at Neowin have been crazy, as of late. Got into a pretty big argument the other day, though I can’t really give details since they are covered [...]
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Holy Christ on a Cracker! You love me! You really love me!
Ok maybe not that amazing or exciting, but we’ve broken the 100,000 visits mark. Very cool and I just wish to thank everyone who visits this place often enough to make it happen: Joe, Diana, my mom (only cause it’s bookmarked, else she’d never [...]
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Check this video out. It’s a digital paint brush. Basically, there’s a camera in the brush that photgraphs/records what you hover it overm then the screen traces the movements across itself and allows you to “paint” with the pattern or image you just photographed. You simply have to see this to understand what I’m saying. [...]
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