Xpression.v2

So many random things in my head.

Today, at work, an Army recruiter approached me. I humored him and gave him my info and all and listened while he talked. I guess recruiting has become a lot like selling TV’s because I could very easily pick up on the little nuances in what he was saying to me. It actually soured me to the army and my government even more so than I already was. Just be straight forward and honest, you know? I obviously have a head on my shoulders and he saw me selling so he knows I’m good at being a salesman, so why try to pull a fast one on me? No, I don’t want to join the Army and fight a war I don’t fully agree with and you can try to lie all you want, it won’t change my mind. Using the new term I’ve learned, I’m not a jarhead.

We have a lot of new people at work. I know two of their names and that’s it, lol. One of them is a very good looking girl who seems to be pretty smart and quick with words, but does she know anything about home theater? Time will tell. A few of the guys seem to be interested in it and have been picking my mind for the past couple of days. It’s good to see, but also very tiring. I spend all day pouring information onto their plates and it just burns my brain out eventually. Does no one know how to read anymore?

Yesterday I made the mistake of hanging out with someone on a day where I was in one of my moods. I don’t expect a phone call anytime soon after how pissy I was. Live and learn.

On the topic of my attitude and mood and all, I’ve been working my ass off at being nicer at work and it seems to be working in my favor. I’m more friendly with employees around the store (that may simply be because I help them win at volleyball at the morning meetings lol) and customers are actually walking around with a copy of my work schedule so they can come back on days I’m scheduled to be in. It’s kind of cool. People like me when I’m not an asshole, but god it’s so easy to be an asshole (it’s my nature).

I’m not sure what else to say. Oh, I know! To quote the holiest woman I know, Rosa (Joe’s mom), “He’s such a fuck!” LMAO!

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