The Unhappy Naysayers (10/20/2005)

I sit here and fight it and all day I write shit
Ejected from veins, but now you don’t like it
For once I don’t sign it with tears from my eyelids
And suddenly your voice is filled with the silence
Well, fuck expectations with no reservation
I’ll write what I feel for my own preservation
My own education spelled in my own dictation
A joke or a laugh doesn’t mean desecration
This is my motivation and my mood at the moment
It’s me taking time to make sure that I own it
And then I’ll expose it for the curious masses
But if I’m not bleeding, then you all walk right past it
Leaving me gasless with no fuel to live on
I’m gonna take chances and risk all that I sit on
I’ll write it then get on and get back to reality
Cause all of this here is all I know how to be

But, look, if you’re wishing for some cursing and swearing
Or tales of a heart that is beaten and tearing
Just break through the mirror and knock all your teeth out
Then run to the pad and write down what you bleed out
And then you can see how it’s so hard to do this
To pour out my soul while making sure it’s all fluid
I’ll bet you won’t do it cause you’d rather I did it
There’s no more to give cause the sharing is finished
The anguish diminished for a few calming minutes
I’ll write what I want and there won’t be hate in it
And if you don’t like it, I just don’t give a fuck kid
These rhymes are for me because I’m so fucking love it

Note: Everytime I write something a little different, like “Shambles of Ramble”, people don’t like it. People only seem to like my writings when the content is depressed or angry. This rhyme is to the people who judge it on content alone and expect the same stuff from me nonstop.